Thankful

i woke up in the morning and i was like, so nervous and totally curious about today's event. you know, i actually went to legend hotel in kuala lumpur for the desa perdana school's international understanding cum installation day. i never expect it to be so much fun today, ya know, most of my friends werent going so i thought i would be quite lonely. but the fact is, teehee, it was awesome man!

apart from that, i lurrve the food man, it was so delicious. well, i think it was the brownies there that actually melted me. i was like gobbling down all my food in my plate for the second round hehe! am i greedy? oh no! look, what's the point if i dont go for second round if it's a hi-tea.. my goodness, my mind is all about the temptatious chocolatey brownies right now but seriously if they actually provide us with the chocolate dressings, i think it'll taste even better, well, flawless then!! phew, it was over! lolz, nevermind about that, next time! haha, crazy, aint i?

my dancing skill was still doing fine but one thing i have totally no idea is that my boy friends actually think i'm wild. sigh, they surely assume me of stopping by the clubs and pubs very frequently, which is something totally wrong all right? and if i do go, i'll have my family by my side. i dont dare make any statements about how my future clubbings session gonn be but ya know, just not now! i'm so pure.. hehhe.. by the way, i'm not sure if i'll go clubbing hehe! taking up dancing lessons, most probably yeah.. lolz! how about that, elaine and lien yiny? haha..

ahh by the way, i did make myself an icy cool peanut abc aka ais kacang (they call it) hehe, it wasnt really sweet but i still enjoyed eating it, it was made by myself all right and it was filled with red beans and peanuts, just imagine! hehe.. not forgetting the corns for sure.. ^^

i just feel surprisingly brilliant with the programmes and activities that i had today; never before attended such international understanding day, tee hee! awaiting for my school's hehe.. and of course, we did take pictures. if you wanna have a look at it, haha i'm doubtful if i should upload it here coz as you can see, i rarely upload pictures these days. another reason why is that the camera is not with me nowadayz, sob sob. hehe..

thanks for willing to spend some time on this article, coz this is quite lame, you know talking all about my gay-ee happenings hehe, but still i wanna thank my friends for asking me to attend and i had great fun!! really enjoyable moments, especially when they played Get Right by J.Lo, just rocked the house man i mean when i was dancing, kekke!

well, i should stop now coz my digested stomach is calling me and worse, my lil brotha is yelling downstairs for me.. so long, take care! ^^

Big Day

• my great grandmama's 91st birthday
• one of my close friends' birthday
• happy wesak day
• happy birthday-z
• ate 2 slices of cake
• what a coincidence
• swing swing swing
• remained silent from 10 to 3
• miss my grandmama up above
• miss my barbie dolls
• i had 4 kindergartens
• i can still play badminton
• swimming rules my world
• i'm in red
• what's left in my piggy bank after the holidays
• desk's a total mess
• wrote a poem
• miss my organ
• music is my lifeblood
• miss you
• dislike people killing mosquitoes
• disappointed with somebody
• hesitant whether to cut my fringe

Concrete Dying Chihuahua

is this a mistake?

i cant believe i'm blogging when i should be nerding my history, hell yeah boring history.. but i had high hopes before the previous papers, just never know why i have such feelings right now..i'm like dropping way under.. things just arent going my way, like they always do. life is so ____. please offer me an adjective to fill in the blank, really i have not any clues on it. i am about to type a word for it, but He makes you to decide for me.

anyone out there, please get me the hell out of this chun-ted place.. my view, my way, my dreams... my goodness, almost shattered. i'm all wretched.

well i went swimming and it was really exhausting which actually made me a dying rose now. i think i'll have to dive into my slumberland soon, but as always, i cant do the things i want. there is always at least something hanging in there, stuck me in there.. i'll have to study, at least a nibble man..why? please give me a reason for..living? no, i shouldnt say that..

whatever man. i need some time alone. again.

perhaps really i am stuck under this roof, everyday, apart from my tuitions, school..and really..nowhere that i'm heading. if i dont go swimming, really what kinda damn life is this? we're brought here at least for a reason but why cant i see that.. all of the people, i dont know why, i just cant go with the flow..i need to hang out... really..

hang out? or hang me up? ridiculous. oh by the way, i'm back?

all stranded. ooh, i'll be gone... i do promise i'll get it right back to y'll soon.