the moment you seize

its all about good memories. memories i dread to share. im afraid i might have to anticipate a couple of more months to face the real fun. its about the close ties among us that we share. its about love and appreciation. those days, i will never forget.

so here, it all ended in bangsar, malaysia. a great night out with the ladies i mean. uh. now that im miles and miles away, i will just have my fingers crossed till we meet again. genting highland for a thought? jeez, i used to hate tht place so much, uh no offence, but to find out right here and now, that i kinda miss it. only to know whom you're going with.


@ dhaven.

@ delicious, previously known as ms read.

@ fish n co.

all the places, worth going more n more times in the future. as for fish and co, i'll rest my case. that wasnt the first or second chance we were talking about. its about ITALIANNIESSSS, gosh i misss you!!! nice, you have no idea who you are this time. still, i miss you. =p with much love.

steal the moment

sipping through the wine while indulging in dark chocolates is somewhat something that one would do when they're feeling low. so low. well, i did go back, to my comfy home. im still lingering to the memories. they just wont go away. time was running too fast, it consumed too much of me, i was lethargic. but all that, was worth it. i am just too lazy to jumble up all the thoughts in sentences to express with good impression; too many words, too little minds.

i miss home.

stay put.

dont be freaked out. its just a wig. haha.. anyway i wont be doing any writing today despite the lack of time and my speechlessness. its wonderful to look at the christmas ambience right here though, you know you'll love it.

cant wait to go home.

deception

ever since i got here, i must have to admit that i dont really take much time to ponder about things. all i do, is just complaining. im such a bitch. i no longer have such remarkable sense of sensitivity nor rationality. i wear a mask everyday as i wake up to the morning. i would say i am growing up, being ignorant. this is blatantly unforgivable that i almost let everything that used to be so precious to me, slip away. im watchin it as it fades yet my hands are still crossed tiedly to my stubborn arms with my wayward hair standing on the other side of mine that i despise.


i lie to myself so much that i almost surrenderred myself to the neverland. even il divo has come out with the very brand new album, the promise. as im listening to it, my goosebumps subtly move to their music as well. it always has such impact on me, perhaps im just too used to this *beep* mundane life that i could only make contact with the soul of the music. but i was the one, who has chosen this path, i know i'll have to carry on, until the end of day. even though there was no other concrete reason for me to be strong, i know that the family love will always find me home. grace like rain.


why should i lie to myself when i deserve a much better one? why am i still here when the desk is compiled with virgin papers? why should i shed a tear for you when there are so much more to life? why the hell did i only realise it when i cry?



because im a nuisance. halleluja.

dedication

damn the fucked up connection. but i've promised someone i would make this post. thanks for the lovely esprit de corp. you knw what i mean, bitch! =p fake smiles i have there i know!

dining at Just Noodles, Suntec City. they have this kinda package that comes with free flow of drinks and icecream that sorta attract me n hann. lol.

lovely couple. in fact they're one of the very accomodating guests around. a real great pleasure to have bumped into them. hope to see them again.

i've been sooo worn out that i can barely even type. or if its better to admit that im just trying to hide the fact that im lazy. or busy as bee. well, apology on the not-in-sequence. lol.