kicking a good start

its so hard to face walking home alone. when there's no one at home expecting you back, gravely you dread to reach home that soon. therefore i will always find myself end up taking bus home. it is not because its cheaper but it takes longer time to reach home. ridiculous isnt it, in fact, taking bus home is more expensive than takin the subway. i treasure long excursions. yes i do.

as usual as it is, i went for carls jr for a hearty breakfast. yes i knw they always come in large portions but i dont care. as long as im happy, right? i do have friends here.. i cant comprehend why i should feel this way but i really miss home. even if im home alone i will never find myself being lonely. i was always as busy as bee, living that kinda hustle and bustle way of life. in comparison food from home is always better but in other regards things down here in singapore are undoubtly more audacious and interesting.

its just very difficult for me to trace back that state of grace in me anymore. very difficult. i didnt treasure the life i used to have; the hectic life i was leading. i have always been making complaints to the alter ego about how others are having the time of their lives but im not. perhaps its just those days again whereby this kinda feeling is hitting on me again. Geez!

Aaaaanyway, after the breakfast i went home straight. the unusual me, i didnt doze off once i got on the bus. in fact, i was wide awake, yes after the looong night, i was still energetic and as i passed by orchard road, i was thinkin to myself if i should hop off the bus. you knw, doing the thang girls do. yet i didnt. i was just being a real slacker at that point of time. oh well, not exactly, cuz i got a date late evening and i knew if i had gone down, i wouldnt have enough rest. so there, i surrendered to the daylight.

Got home and took my long shower. Coping with stress, i slept and woke up for dinner with my friend at NewYorkNewYork. shoud you have interest, check it out here cuz i didnt feel like taking pictures of food today. anyhow, it was awesome and the waffle was mouth-watering. very good experience there, thumbs up especially for the ambience and the music!

i realise so much has changed whereby i try to do so much but nothing seems to go my way. evrything backfired; still does. shall i give up? or should i carry on striving/struggling? or will i understand?

i gave and give the best in me just so things would turn out well. there's just always a - [but] in a sentence and its NOT a good thing babe. love me or hate me, i beg to differ.

hate this part right here

no i wasnt singing. its just that i really hate that part that i gotta come up with a freaking title for every post. and yes i know i have been missing in action for like centuries, that's only because im too busy recently. or all the time. lol but i'll manage my time, no worries.

i was sick for 3 or 4 living days and now still recuperating from sorethroat and a heart break. let's hope evrything will be fine. however it is, it all wont stop me from giving myself real treats, for instance going to steamboat buffet tomorrow or visiting the nearest franchise of carl's jr for some really lovely hot breakfast even when im sick or even gobbling down some really hot noodles. gosh talking, oops not talkin, even thinkin about it and typing em out gives me hunger. shall we stop poverty? haha, okay im kidding.

about the other carl's jr day, i would call it a Carl's JR day due to some really incredible incidents for example hopping on the same train which is all decorated by its latest THICKburger to and fro. ahh, SO FATtening and oh SO FILLING!! that's like another Tassie Tempter sorta thing, jet, if not the Bro's Funky soul BURGER or the likes from Burger Got Soul. geeeez, i would love that if i could munch on them right now. should i fly to tasmania for BGS? lol. we'll have further discussion on it and gaahh, i still havent gotten my postage of mexicana-flavoured DORITOS!!! Damn Singapore for not having this flavour. i dont care about spicy nachos or whtever cheesy flavour they have, knowing i love cheese hell lot too, heck!!! talk about FOOD!! fine, im gonna have my friend who's goin to Perth soon get me some, hehe..

i shall upload some pictures and you'll then understand and agree with me callin that day a Carl's Jr day, well, if you're aware of it, Mr Edison Chen is actually the ambassador for this Thickburger, which he actually came down to singapore personally for it and thus led to a huge disparagement. should you ask me anything in regard to that im afraid i have no comments and i dont invade other people's life.

you wanna know why they're all empty seats? cuz i bought em all up. believe me, im trying to crack up some crap. and i know i defectively failed. lol it just happened to be the last station in an early morning and there i took the chance to take some shots. yup, that's simply the reason why!

that's the Thickburger that's made from 100% Angus Beef!! =]

this is actually The Burger but it's covered and i cant help. lol. it's SO GONNA GET MESSY!!

And there, the guys had their Big Breakfast rather than trying the new Thickburger like i did. enough of the tease, i know, yes i was the only girl and i finished evrything. Must i shout it straight to your face that not evry girl can NOT finish a carl's jr combo meal, i CAN, i totally can. and i would like to instil something to your mind too, girls are not meant to have only small portion of food. i TOTALLY hate girls who pretend they lack appetite and that they cant finish even the small portion of food served. as for Carl's Jr, i will choose to forgive you despite some really blatant fact that THEY COME IN A REALLY LARGE PORTION!!! lol. adios.