no matter how much you yearn for something, making prayers everywhere you go, keep frowning over things that aint gonna happen, you are still gonna face it someday. perhaps something good. be brave and face it carm! why am i so such a coward? like cats are eerie to me, im not afraid of taking new challenges.
then again, desire chanced upon the curiosity in the minimal fragile heart. first, give me that, give me the opportunity to pull through. tinkle me with that wink of your eye, tell me i can make it at least. these sleepless nights are killing me day by day. i keep thinkin about it. i keep going on shopping spree to release the tension. oh well, you knw me, its merely an excuse to buy new things. i admit that. though i have no idea why i think i deserve this that i neglect all the other beneficial offers and the very fringe benefits from different parties. call me pigheaded, or just simply being obstinate sometimes (hell yeah, only sometimes lol) i only want this. nothing else.
and just for the record, i support Steve Jobs but i think Microsoft should launch their own phones too as suggested by newscaster, Bill Rigby in Seattle. i suppose a lot of ... people (lol) out there would be longing for it, perhaps i will try out but.. but but.. not to the extent whereby these 2 newyorkers got married in an Apple store for being too deeply in love with each other and the Apple products. ah, jokers. lol.
well..
maybe i will fall but i knw i will make it this time. wish me luck.
whatever apologies you make sometimes are just never gonna be enough. i wish i could help. spare me some time darling.
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