The Change

now have i become another person?

the person who believes the way you act and the quality of life that one lives, defines who you really are. for myself to achieve that sort of new contentment, is still a long, long way to go.

occasionally having conversations with the few people who are able to lift me up and having me ponder over my life, gets me lost in the highway - unfortunately. and in fear of being alone in the car.

perhaps a little less conversation could help.

i am losing my track and at this moment i could really use some lights.

Build God

people are moving forward. it is that time of the year again - watching the people whom you enjoy working with, or not - leaving. sometimes we are just not given the right time to raise the inner voice in our head. for i am glad where i am at present, still i wish i could have been at more places. places where the inward journey is achieved.

like everyone, i am not getting any younger. i for the first time in my life, feel like am beginning to find God. the strength is so empowering i feel like having someone in with me in this. life is so beautiful when you are able to feel.

during this Lunar New Year, I was home and it is never enough. as cliche as it is, the parents deserve more happiness and good health.

please please give me the opportunity to fulfil.

From Last to First

2011 ended in a good note. it has flown by too unbelievably fast - only till the month of October last year had i realise it was actually 2011. it feels like i was just making a sheer appearance and now it is already a new year, it is now 2012.

perhaps i was really so caught up with my own world - i did not even realise i have not been posting for more than a year. it shivers me, there was nothing left to say in year 2011, at all. procastination must have taken over me - more so, the hustle & bustle of the City.

it was a big transition for me. i have had few diversions from the usual to the current. it is indeed a new year, i am amazed by my own actions in a flashback. with the risk that im taking, i know as hell challenges are bound to be. i cannot say that i am ready but i am absolutely willing to face the consequences. come as it may, i am contented with who i am today.

thank you life.