Yahoo!

what a great day i have!! thks!! to everyone and You staring up above, whoever or whatever it is or you are, i am thankful!!

first up i went to school to collect my report book, it was cool.. thanks for my sejarah teacher, mr vejayan, who gave me such big motivation and talked so much good things about me in front of my dad..perhaps those are true..so excited..

and then..got back home and dressed myself up in a rush for the VI's Installation cum International Understanding day.. it was yet again, cool! especially the Danny Gan Project, it was way awesome man!! keep it up yo~ and if i get it right, the Floaters, it was awesome too; they performed well, again if i'm not mistaken, The Bravery's and Pearl Jam's..cool thing!! haha..alrighty, then it was like..the sketch, *laugh out loud* i dont like sketch seriously, but i guess they did a great job coz it actually got the human beings around me laughing like nobody's business..hehe..once again, their refreshment was sponsored by Dunkin Donuts...so..u get it eh..yummy!! hehe..

okayz, i got back right then by daddy's car..haha..and rushed to grandmama's place for her celebration..birthday party i mean..cool man...we took darn lots of pictures..and all the things that most of the parties do, we did it! go figure.. well, this time is a slight different, coz it aint anymore chocolate banana or tiramisu, it's icecream cake this time, *burpp* the 7up gas was like eww, hehe..okok, back to my icecream cake, wow! brilliant and thanks for adding few kgs for me..reeaally appreciate that!! LOL!

pictures are right up! by the way, happy birthday, grandmama!!

Hmm

oh, i was only told today that i got third place in the inter-class debate..not as excited as i thought i should be though..

Congrats!

yeah today's tuesday! haha..so what's up for today? if you are one of my readers in the previous posts, i bet you already have something in mind..about what should be happened or rather, held by now..haha, yupz! you got it damn right, i had my interclass-debate at school today.. hell yeah, it's finally over! phew!

the title of the debate: money is everything. i'm one of the opposition team's members, which is more to my own point of view. i never think that money is, ever everything! it does entertain us by providing us luxuries. we do enjoy the pleasures that can be obtained with the exchange of money, money is, undoubtly, almost everything.. so much that we almost think that money can buy happiness. all right, let's not talk about it, everything has come to a conclusion, hehe.. i'm glad that the debate went on unbelievably awesome, it was really competitive.. i'm contented, partly because i've gained experiences, again.. my passion for debate has arose consciously..hehe.. i wonder if they would be any debates going on in the future.. hopefully i could take part..

personally i think, money is not everything but it does influence our daily routines.. i dont care what other people say, i only think that yeah, it's all about fate and destiny. we are destined to be who we are and what sort of person we are now and of course, money? if you have the ability, i'm sure you could get a well-paid job and a high salary i would say.. com'on, it's about fate; 99% of perspiration and 1% of aspiration eh?

i believe in karma, really.. everything is destined to be.. why fret over things that might or might not happen? or worse still, already happened? do you not think it's too much? and totally ludicrous.. go figure..

all right, so do you want the result? haha, did i mention that i lost in the debate?? hehe.. somehow, dont be upset about it, my dearly comrades.. we've made it emotionally instead... be good, okay? =p

Fate

i've done everything i should, but things just dont seem to go my way, somehow i wont give up and strive my best for the most anticipated examination, spm! i have to stand up as a normal student; it's not that i can have the time-machine with me, so that i could turn back the time.. and even if i do, i will never do that..

experience is a good teacher, but She sends in terrific bills.

i no longer wanna say anything as it would turn out gribberish if i dont take action. i just wish to say, He hasnt been treating me well ever since the day i was taught to crawl... scars will remain, so do my feelings.

im glad that i am not randomly selected for the National Service camp, just yet. fate controls, i am not reluctant to go if ever i am chosen though..

by the way, an interclass-debate competition will be held on next tuesday, wish me luck!

Feel the Vibe!!

well i went out yesterday with my exclassmates, my buddies, i hope.. it was really fun i must say.. the only reason i'm only writing this now is actually because of the time-being, i didnt feel like blogging yesterday and i'm sorry..(to whom?=p) i was really dead worn out; woke up at 8 in the morning and prepared myself to tuition, got back home and prepared for the outing(yahoo!), and took off..

sometimes i really think i take quite long to dress myself up and i just do not know why haha!! i try to be dressed as soon as possible each time, but it'll at least take one and a half hours, maybe it's short for you but i think it's quite abit of wasting the given time we have, im working on it, haha to be able to manage my time well, else really, everything has to be rescheduled.. okay, back to the topic, i was late yesterday but neither one of them has arrived, haha!! com'on, they had transportation difficulties and it was always fine with me coz i could shop for the first round myself.. teehee!!

all right, i do not wish to mention everything in here because i know it will remain in my memories and you, my dear reader, might get a lil bored haha..yeah, we caught a movie,The Interpreter, it was a really brilliant, magnificent movie.. i strongly recommend it to ya, hehe i got a lil emotional but luckily nobody noticed it, haha!!

we met some friends there and crapped a lil while..then went down to Yoshinoya for few bits; some even bought ice-blended mocha..auntie anne's..and stuffs..we had a great conversation over there.. late after that, the guys left us and they were only 4 of us girls sitting there, went on for the innermosts..it was just making me feel like, jeez, not feeling good, that's it..haha.. coz we talked about stuffs..which is close to the future..karma..yeah.. that's unbelievable, isnt it??

i got back at around 9.30pm.. and something really happened.. for your information, something actually happened before this, which im quite aware of, the former happening (haha!!) was like..haha..crappy for me (asking for my number-lah).. nah i'm all confused now.. hopefully it'll reach a conclusion soon, i mean the latter one.. hehe, i really dont know what i want.. just ignore this part if you dont get it.. i only wish to voice it out.. BUT! if u do get it, any opinions are welcome, but mostly for those i've told.. the closer ones..and the one who's involved.. haha..

Words

what day is today? monday, i see. absolutely june i know.

it seems that i havent been feeding my bloggie for quite some time, i do check on it though.. just feel like bringing my blog alive again, so here i am typing word by word and not knowing what i should write... anybody misses me?? hehe, well i've been going out like nobody's business. on the other hand, my tasks are piling up like nobody's business as well.. woohoo guess i should just pick up the pieces and you know what i am gonna do.. but will i? tripping on words, i dont know what's happened to me.. argh!!

few more months to my examinations, tough ones.. i dont dare walk out the door when school reopens, really dont.. standing on the doorway, feel like stepping back.. somehow i know things happen just as it will be..

hey sarah.. sarah.. whatever will be, will be~~

i always have this verse in mind. it keeps me going.. com'on carmen!! should change the lyrics.. and sing in front of the mirror.. guess that suits better eh??