No Idea man..

have ya ever come across a moment whereby you feel depressed..broken all of a sudden? well..i guess i face it almost everyday..ya know i can be laughing like i'm in heaven with ya right now and when something strikes me even without myself even realising it the next moment, i can be damn curseful..going moody all my way..i dont understand why..why do i have this kinda so-called moodswings, perhaps? or is there something wrong inside? argh..

sometimes being somebody of my age, i wonder if there's actually something which could be perfectly done by me, myself..com'on if there's something please remind me about it..as we would be pressuring ourselves on every fridays calling out to hell just to accomplish the tasks that are given out by teachers and the chief reason of it is just to save ourselves from the drudgery of having to eventually get it all done by the weekend..dont you think it's a little too much..ya know, arent we supposed to be living life to its fullest and forget about all the 'hardwork' we have to take?? sigh talking about life, i'm just clueless..you see, i sometimes go for tuition which somehow somewhat seems to be an interminable ninety minutes..aint it dull?

i bloodily yearn for the answer..