Pierced

wanted to blog few days ago actually but maybe i wasnt destined to do so, this blogger and the unstable connection that i've been having since well? weeks ago? months ago? are driving me nuts..which precisely hint you the reason why i seldom blog these days..and of course undeniably i'm indeed doing my procrastination quite frequent..XD it has to stop though as you know, examnination is drawing nearer and nearer..feel like closing my left eye, to not to care about it. what about my right eye, does this question come to your mind? lolz if i close both of my eyes, meaning i'm totally being ignorant, hehe and then i'd be guilty for myself, blek!

alrighty, there's this saying which goes and i know you are familiar with it, no planning is planning to fail..any idea? i'm sure you do. well, come to think of it, most of the time things just dont work out the way you want it to be, whether it's better or worse. it's just not what you want. then again, it happens on me, and honestly most of em are the latter one. isnt it saddening? by the same token, when there's something of your interest is going on and you'll surely happen to be on tenterhooks, wondering what on earth is going to happen next, could it be this or that and bla bla, dont you think it's not necessary? fearing for the worst is somewhat a feeling you wouldnt wanna have, honestly, right? instead, when you dont plan, for once and for all, things just happen. and then when it happens, it's then only time for you to either be excited about it or fall into the suicidal trap..yeah i'm exaggerating..hehe..it might sound a little risky, you know to risk your life or something but think on the other side, my peers, with this simple plan, you dont have to even be worried before the thing happens, aint it better? arent we encouraged to live happily..everyday?

here's the thing, they say if you dont plan for something, you're actually planning to risk your future away..that's right, at times. my view is that planning is good but what if the outcome isnt pleasant? you're gonna be downcasted for a few days then? you'll be upset if the outcome is no good because you've spent time planning for it. likewise, if you dont plan, things will not necessary turn out to be bad. if it so happens to be a failure, then you'll regret but you wont be that downcasted as to be compared to the former, meaning to plan..am i right? this is one of the many paradoxes that we face, they both cant exist at the same time..so deal with it, to plan, or not?

my ears are pierced. my fate is destined. do i have to spend time worrying about my past and/or future? your answer for me is No. yet can you tell me, you never worried about it?