love all; hate none

as i hover my mouse to the 'sign in' link, i am totally oblivious to the exact date that i last posted in here. i know it must have been quite awhile. my dear readers perhaps no longer do their routine drop-by anymore. especially with the likes of Facebook, Twitter, Tagged and whatsoever, you name it, not that im attempting my best to catch up with trend. i only have a Facebook account for that matter. call me whatever you like.

please excuse me, i know its ridiculous to say that, oh im too busy with this and that, and i have no time for my blog. bullshit, they're all excuses. i have learnt that im sorta running away, so far from grace. i am too childish to be independent. i dont admit that i feel fortunate at times. i dont admit that i do feel pretty sometimes. in retrospect, i practically only complain about life and have never come to treasure the things that im blessed with.

thank you so much for being so patient with me. im learning how to live, i wish i could grow old with you-know-who-but-i-doubt-if-you-would-ever-read-this. i want to be appreciative. i want to be a better person. personalised and captivated by wisdom, i will learn to love to live, to love.

i hope you hear me.