I had my oral test today. I happened to be oblivious to it and didnt do any preparations for it, despite the fact that I didnt expect myself to be called today.
I must be having bad lucks coz i'm the last who was called. I didnt want it to be delayed until next lesson because of the teacher, saying that should anyone who wanted to call upon that oral test will be deducted 50% of the marks. I didnt want my marks to be cut down, so I did it with my common general knowledge... I wasnt having much confidence facing the teacher's stern look. When I was there in front of her, I was having butterflies. I did tell my teacher frankly that I didnt do any preparations but she still didnt want to give me a chance.She said she was tensed seeing me doing that oral, heh.
My topic was Child Abuse. I did the elaboration by myself and it hiddenly means that I got stuck in the middle, a lot. I was damn sad and nervous, but still I had to face it just now. Hell.
Grrr--I dropped 2 marks!!I was quite disappointed just now. But, come to think of it, I did it right there..without any preparations. I can still accept it though. There's still 1 oral test left for next year, work it carmen!!
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Saturday, July 24, 2004
A Visit
I went to Air Force Museum today. It's located at the Mes Wira Angkasa, RMAF Base, Sungei Besi, yeah, it's near MBS-Methodist Boy School. Shit, I have to wake up early in the morning. We ended up to be the first batch to arrive at the MBS and then only we were taking off to the Air Force Museum.
When we reached there, there was no better. We still have to wait; the interactors from other school were so 'punctual' and thank them very much. What to do... So I just waited there and pray for excitements coming right up.
As usual, we have to be seated before the speech given by those so-called VIPs in the function. That is a vocational service project for the career opportunities in the uniformed services. To foster the ideals of service as a basis of worthy enterprise. I was sorry that I think I wasnt paying full attention on those speech, kinda feeling sleepy and bored. *yawn*
They shown us the career opportunities in the Royal Malaysian Air Force, as well as the Police Force. They are paid so well, but the thought of being one of those categories didnt flow to my mind. Sorry. After that, there was a personal experience being told by a police officer. That was tremendously cool!! Their refreshments could be the favourite part which we enjoyed the most.Not to mention the visit to the RMAF Museum, that was well, acceptable, just nice.Forgetful me forgot to bring camera along!! What a huge mistake!!
On our excursion to the MBS, there was a lil' misunderstood with the interactors from the Victoria Institution.They played a trick and built up our curiosity man! And then something happened. Sigh. That was definitely my friend's fault. Anyways, no worries!
A delightful visit.
When we reached there, there was no better. We still have to wait; the interactors from other school were so 'punctual' and thank them very much. What to do... So I just waited there and pray for excitements coming right up.
As usual, we have to be seated before the speech given by those so-called VIPs in the function. That is a vocational service project for the career opportunities in the uniformed services. To foster the ideals of service as a basis of worthy enterprise. I was sorry that I think I wasnt paying full attention on those speech, kinda feeling sleepy and bored. *yawn*
They shown us the career opportunities in the Royal Malaysian Air Force, as well as the Police Force. They are paid so well, but the thought of being one of those categories didnt flow to my mind. Sorry. After that, there was a personal experience being told by a police officer. That was tremendously cool!! Their refreshments could be the favourite part which we enjoyed the most.Not to mention the visit to the RMAF Museum, that was well, acceptable, just nice.Forgetful me forgot to bring camera along!! What a huge mistake!!
On our excursion to the MBS, there was a lil' misunderstood with the interactors from the Victoria Institution.They played a trick and built up our curiosity man! And then something happened. Sigh. That was definitely my friend's fault. Anyways, no worries!
A delightful visit.
Friday, July 23, 2004
TGI's Friday
Another week has come to an end. At least almost.
How I loved today...
It was raining. The weather's been cold and chilly. Just exactly what I wanted.. Looking out the window, I saw a plant. And, i was dreaming, during accounting lesson. Teacher's masterpiece of howling a lullaby to us was such a success!! No offense, teacher. Thanks for your hardwork though.
Not meeting Good Friend. At least we can still contact via email or sms. What a great science and technology. Chill.
How I loved today...
It was raining. The weather's been cold and chilly. Just exactly what I wanted.. Looking out the window, I saw a plant. And, i was dreaming, during accounting lesson. Teacher's masterpiece of howling a lullaby to us was such a success!! No offense, teacher. Thanks for your hardwork though.
Not meeting Good Friend. At least we can still contact via email or sms. What a great science and technology. Chill.
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
My Day
Wednesday again. Sometimes i like wednesday, sometimes i dont. Why? well..mainly because some reasons for sure. I enjoyed wednesdays for the passed few months ever since i've transferred to this school, (for your information, yes i am a new student!! but, i guess not anymore. it's already July man!) because i used to have a good friend who has transferred to another school somewhere in Pahang that would play volleyball with me..there were four of us then. This thing could be complicated, you know, me-transferring-to-this-school-then-a-good-friend-of-mine-transfer-to-another-school thing. She has left us for exactly 52 days and i guess it'll be 52 weeks soon. How i longed to meet her since she's gone. Without her presence, i can not play volleyball that joyfully as i was, this is due to the fact that there are only three of us now, not to say we're selfish, it's just that we like to play in a small coterie of people. Her absence has stopped my urge to play volleyball.
I played the basketball today. I'm sorry for the opponents. I grabbed the ball from them for my team's sake. But, that was just a game. Watching the ball bouncing on the floor, i thought of my ex-high school days...Sigh. I played volleyball and basketball then. Err..i did mention here that i'm not a good player at neither one of them, didnt i? Haa, besides those activities, i 'talked' under a shady place which is something i loved. What to worry about, my teacher didnt care..he was being so nice to us. IF he really turns around, we just pretend like we're playing, that's all i did then. But hey, everyone likes it right? Okay, except for guys. Alright, that was history. Now, my time is controlled by the teacher. She will make sure all of us are doing something, at least not something i used to do..*sigh*
Actually avoid making things worse then, i didnt mention that there is a new student in my class..by all means..one has gone then one came. I'm still trying to be friends with her.. I think, she's okay anyway. Good Friend is coming back this Friday, maybe. Miss ya and cant wait gal..
I played the basketball today. I'm sorry for the opponents. I grabbed the ball from them for my team's sake. But, that was just a game. Watching the ball bouncing on the floor, i thought of my ex-high school days...Sigh. I played volleyball and basketball then. Err..i did mention here that i'm not a good player at neither one of them, didnt i? Haa, besides those activities, i 'talked' under a shady place which is something i loved. What to worry about, my teacher didnt care..he was being so nice to us. IF he really turns around, we just pretend like we're playing, that's all i did then. But hey, everyone likes it right? Okay, except for guys. Alright, that was history. Now, my time is controlled by the teacher. She will make sure all of us are doing something, at least not something i used to do..*sigh*
Actually avoid making things worse then, i didnt mention that there is a new student in my class..by all means..one has gone then one came. I'm still trying to be friends with her.. I think, she's okay anyway. Good Friend is coming back this Friday, maybe. Miss ya and cant wait gal..
Friday, July 16, 2004
Life
How time passed..it's already Friday!! man, i like Friday..it just feels so great..put aside my homework for a moment i mean. I know, homework are endless..you are given homework everyday..yeah..i mean it! I tried to finish my homework that's given out on that particular day..but i just..couldnt! Why?? Why?? Is there anything wrong with me? or just me..of being lazy. I guess so, but i dont want all these..really!! i wanna finish my homework earlier... so that i can do some other useful things, which i'm interested of course.
Wanna know what are those ?? If you know me well, guess you've already have the answer..anyway, to satisfy your curiosity, things like..reading my story books..scan through the lyrics.. and all..sigh..these are some things not anyone will do but, that's just me.. :p
I'll be going for a body check up tomorrow, kinda fear of that.God, please dont let anything to be fallen on me...Hell yeah..this leads me to the hard time that i've once been through.. I've seen my beloved grandma died of liver cancer. It hurts. Argh..i still miss her... even if she's not here with us right now, but i know she has become our guardian angel up above..
enough of that, i dont wanna recall the moments we've shared..the moments we've rushed all the way to the hospital..the moments..
Anyway, just hope everything goes right tomorrow...Look, i'm still hoping!!
No matter what i do, i just cant get myself off the Hope.
Sometimes I shudder myself to realise the fact that fact is doubtless, still fact. Fact hurts, sometimes. Indeed, it surprises us at times as well..
Life is inconceivable. It offers challenges.. And I believe, that's what that makes our live so unpredictable. So unfold.
what a peaceful PEACE on beach..
Wanna know what are those ?? If you know me well, guess you've already have the answer..anyway, to satisfy your curiosity, things like..reading my story books..scan through the lyrics.. and all..sigh..these are some things not anyone will do but, that's just me.. :p
I'll be going for a body check up tomorrow, kinda fear of that.God, please dont let anything to be fallen on me...Hell yeah..this leads me to the hard time that i've once been through.. I've seen my beloved grandma died of liver cancer. It hurts. Argh..i still miss her... even if she's not here with us right now, but i know she has become our guardian angel up above..
enough of that, i dont wanna recall the moments we've shared..the moments we've rushed all the way to the hospital..the moments..
Anyway, just hope everything goes right tomorrow...Look, i'm still hoping!!
No matter what i do, i just cant get myself off the Hope.
Sometimes I shudder myself to realise the fact that fact is doubtless, still fact. Fact hurts, sometimes. Indeed, it surprises us at times as well..
Life is inconceivable. It offers challenges.. And I believe, that's what that makes our live so unpredictable. So unfold.
what a peaceful PEACE on beach..
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Chaos 'N' Confusion
One chaotic question that lingered in my mind for quite some time is that why do we have to face fears, anxieties, discoveries, confusion, hesitation... and all. I know, this is a way of life. Life's like that, but why do we get it? We asked for those, I reckon.
Pressure and stress..are part of those as well. We have to get rid of those..as we, human beings cannot avoid stress despite the fact that prolonged stress can be harmful. That is detrimental to our health which is why we need to hang out. Yay..I love hanging out...shopping..even window shopping!! yeah..
Yet most importantly, no music, no life!! I'm soo into Hanson recently..sighh..wow..I have soo many idols..couldnt even list all of them here..you name it!!!!
Back to the topic, hesitation and doubts..*blushing*..are somewhat the feelings I cant runaway from..I dont know why..but, I'm a Libran though..hehe..Librans are mostly indecisive..I've gotten better though, I can make my own decision latterly..
Hopefully, it'll last long...
Hope.
Pressure and stress..are part of those as well. We have to get rid of those..as we, human beings cannot avoid stress despite the fact that prolonged stress can be harmful. That is detrimental to our health which is why we need to hang out. Yay..I love hanging out...shopping..even window shopping!! yeah..
Yet most importantly, no music, no life!! I'm soo into Hanson recently..sighh..wow..I have soo many idols..couldnt even list all of them here..you name it!!!!
Back to the topic, hesitation and doubts..*blushing*..are somewhat the feelings I cant runaway from..I dont know why..but, I'm a Libran though..hehe..Librans are mostly indecisive..I've gotten better though, I can make my own decision latterly..
Hopefully, it'll last long...
Hope.
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Everytime...
britney...
The song, Everytime seems to melt thousands of people's heart. Maybe that's because it says something related to their soul..their indescribable feelings..I'm not excluded.
Without a doubt, The Reason by Hoobastank has become my favourite. I play it every day..not being exaggerated, I turned on my CD player for that song every morning when I'm putting my school's uniform on!!
The Beginning
Here I go again. My own blog.
I used to have one one year ago..
I stopped blogging due to my sloth, but allow me to assure you, this will never happen again. Never. Please continue to show your support.
Today will be engraved into my memory as today's the day i begin my blog again. The 11th of July 2004.
I used to have one one year ago..
I stopped blogging due to my sloth, but allow me to assure you, this will never happen again. Never. Please continue to show your support.
Today will be engraved into my memory as today's the day i begin my blog again. The 11th of July 2004.
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