again here, feeling so slack.. dont feel like moving you know..apparently i'm listening to westlife's album..for once i was their die-hard fan...for once, too, i thought their music were mediocre..right now, a lot of memories traced back from the olden days..actually i must not deny that they actually accompanied me throughout the days when i was having my ups and downs..
how i wish i could turn back the time..but no regrets in life..never will i let myself fall into a condition when everything is hopeless ever again..yeah..you got it right..i have actually gone through a period when the whole world just seemed so grey to me..everything was shattered so badly..i dreaded to stay on that place *trying not to use foul language* but i just couldnt help..it was a total loneliness..there were always someone who cared but you know, i kinda behaved in an ignorant way.. am really sorry for the ones who cared and thankful of course..
why do we have to face failures in life..why are there barricades ahead stopping me from reaching my goal...why cant i just lead a simple life...why does everyone being so ignorant..why do i not have a witty mind..why am i so dumb..why am i so unlucky...why why why and why!
the little voice in my head is telling me that there are always the good things in life..
will they ever walk out on me??
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i might ask this my self thousand, even millians of time....y things happen that I dun even wantd it to happen.
one thing i will know.
IT is FATE
so all i can do is cherish present wish for a better future....and work for it .
at least u got me carm...
i also wish to turn bak time.
BUT i know memories will always be the past...it will never come back
only those memories will remind us of happiness that we have and encounter =D
I WISH TO TURN BAK TIME
WISH
BUT IT WON'T HAPPEN
face it =D
i still love u carm...
love u as always.
Muakz!~
i know u have been facing too many problems in your life...sth that i couldn't imagine...or sth that i've nv faced...i know i couldn't help n i know it's really hard for you...i'm sorry that i couldn't do anything for you...
but i strongly advice you that don't ever keep all the things in your heart...it makes things worse...if you keep on like that...1 day it will burst!whoever you feel comfortable with...just talk to that person...don't care whether he or she is free or not...willing to listen or not...just blar blar blar...'throw' all the things out...believe me...maybe that person can't give u a solution...but i can guarantee...you'll feel better after that...and of course...don't need to say anymore...I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU...anytime!maybe you would think that i have never experienced what you are going through or i can'e help or i can't understand...just...whatever...just i'm here...that's all...
just don't be too upset...everyone faces problems...you are not alone...it's just different people face different problem...and me too...maybe for you my problems are nothing...but everyone has their own levels...maybe for you is nothing but for others it's a big deal!
and there are just too many 'WHYs' in our life...and there are also too many 'WHYs' without answer...if life's like that...why don't we stop being stubborn and finding the answer that doesn't even exist?just live like the way that it should be...sometimes if we change a lil bit of how we think...things seem better...
just don't bottle up yourself in your own world...i believe that time is the best solution...tomorrow will be a better day!cheer up!
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