it's you.

all good returns to my beloved friends. i have a whole batch of acquintances who are celebrating their birthdays this month. haha, in fact it is rather ridiculous to say this because every single month they'll be friends/buddies who'd be blowing the candles on the birthday cakes. some, of course i dont give a shit, they're just 'friends'. lol. you will only need your feelings to tell you who your close friends are; those who treat you in a very genuine way. it doesnt have to be unique, it just comes from the heart. i really appreciate those people around, sometimes i seriously can't believe the love i feel. friends, truly an enigma. you'll have your ups and downs; at times you do have arguments or conflicts with them, but even the worsts will be over someday. what else is there? when i start to crack my mind, i guess i hardly even have huge conflicts with my close friends. perhaps the tolerance and consideration are there. and i hate quarelling. fortunately all these while i could get myself away from it. hehe. oh, not forgetting the power of love, its incomparable. though i have to admit i make really big noise at home. maybe i was just naive lol.

well, dont get distracted when the words 'friends come and go' suddenly flash in your mind because even lovers come and go and the list goes on. it depends on how you see it, really. i just shrug them all off. nothing special. if you really have the passion for it, there's no distance that's far, be it emotional neglect or physical distance. you'll always feel them around you. to be away from home, i came to realise alot of wonderful things. its incredible. friends or lovers or offsprings or whatever, they're of the same equation. or perhaps for lovers, there's a lustful thing called sex, or intimate moments or whatever you call it, that's fine. no matter how far you are, you'll still be thinkin about them. you do know it differs from time to time, dont you? different occasions, different people in mind.

right now feeling the silence, im thinkin of you...

happy birthday to the Cancers and Leos.
trust yourself. you know you're better than anyone else.