Dull

Wasted another saturday again.

Sitting by my desk, I wish to finish off my additional mathematic tasks just now. Failed again. I lifted my white flag to my darling and dived into it, my bed. It's my best accompany but it can cause a vigorous person to mutate into a lethargic person.

Sometimes I do things that I regret. I try hard to cover that particular thing although it doesnt affect me much and yet I fail to do it, sometimes. I find reasons for myself to make myself comfortable again. Time seems to play a trick on us. If you want something, it flows by or vice versa. I believe that's what that makes our life so interesting.

The worst is never over coz another worse thing is waiting for us everyday. I wake up in the mornings, look into the mirror, wonder what will happen next. Everything that I expected wont seem to be, it turns out to be another totally unexpected thing instead. I tell myself not to expect things as expected things will never happen. Obviously, I dont allow myself to expect the positive things; afraid the bad will come.I am extremely conscious that thinking this way is unhealthy, so no expectations for me.I do aim high for better achievement, this is better, you know, just aim.

Life is beautiful. Smile to the world and live with it, my pal.