Rain. Oh, A Rain To Remember!

It rained cats and dogs just now; really heavy. I didnt know how to go back, now that I'm here, hints that I am home right now, safely. Thank God. I was running in the rain and I had never thought it turned out to be that great. I havent been running or rushing in the rain for quite some time; it's been years, I reckon. Accompanied by a friend; someone I had never in my life thought that I would run in the rain with, I had this exuberant feeling that I wanted to play in the rain just now. I know it was impossible though, for your information, I didnt want anybody to assume me as a maniac. Sigh. We just got connected and this is the first thing we do together, pleasing enough.

That rain was genuinely nostalgically evoking. It brought me back to my alma mater's time. Man, I missed it! I liked playing in the rain with my then best friend, if you're reading this now, guess you know it. Best friend remains in my heart, still.

First day of my examinations, it has nothing much to talk about. I'm just welcoming the other subjects, what to do. Damn, I'm feeling weak, could it be the rain or something? Gotta take a short nap anyway.

On My Way Home

Smiled, looking out. 

I was on my way home, from somewhere. Looking out the window, I wasnt sure whether i was posing it or saw something caught my eyes. I smiled. I was surrounded by the night; I realised that nights are always similar to an anonymity. We are thousands and thousands miles away from the stars above the sky; under them and we dont even really observe it with our eyes, to discover the changing course that truly happens every day.

What's wrong with the world now? Disasters, as well as calamities are happening sooo like the times we wash ourselves every day. Terrorisims? Same equation. Anyway, accidents are boiled with the recklessness or whatsoever, the anger that lies in ourselves. Innocent legs should cross the road with a sense of guilty, look both sides around for the very protected safety.

Those who are involved, get well soon, my friend; those who are sacrificed, rest in peace. Nights are conspicuous; treasure our lives, well at least for the nights.

Long Time Coming

Can you whisper in my year? Where have you been?

Exams are coming. Exams are approaching. Exams are killing!!-Nothing much, i just want to find some space to holler the words out. People pass me by would have presumed I'm a lunatic, if i ever shouted it out.

My tasks been piling, it wont ever stop piling. Not even when the examination arrives sooon. I wonder why the teacher's been willing to give us that much homework, do they consider themselves as those dedicated teachers? No questions, some of them does. Especially the one who's on my mind right now, at least at the moment. Hilarious, there will always be someone, as in teacher who's really qualified as a dedicated teacher on my mind, why am i saying that then? Sigh..

Examinations been mudding me. I am made dizzy by it. How strong it could be.. There's only one week left, oh my, I dont have the guts to face it. Again, where have you been? You'll show up right through me, when the time comes, why? Because i deserve it..and it will be.

My guts.

Missing

Just drop by to release some words. I couldnt keep it inside anymore.

i miss my friends.

The one-day visit has made my day. But sadly, time wont stay still.

Contented

Flashbacks of lifestyles and experiences for the past three years in chong hwa has come back to my mind, vividly.

I was so nervous awaiting today to arrive. I kept on pushing pressure and negative expectations to myself, about how my long-time-no-see's friends in chong hwa would have to say about me. I was so stupid and been a nuisance yesterday, asking my recent friends to accompany me, or something. Though i know it's never gonna happen.

I arrived at chong hwa really early today, and was the centre of attraction, as i'm the only one who's without the usual pinafore that i used to wear. Thinking bout the days, i kinda feel like turning back the time. Poor thing, there's no time machine in this world, or maybe there really is, i wouldnt have the opportunity to make a turnback. That's life, i gotta live with it, since i've made my decision. Fortunately, i'm blessed with some good friends right now.

My friends were great. And some unexpected things happened, i feel totally awesome. My friends and i had a few conversations, with the ex-classmates and the double-the-ex-classmates. Then, we went to have our same old spot to have our delicious pizza, i was so damn full man! The havent-heard-for-some-time's laughing came back again!

The only thing that made me feel bad was my ex-headmaster! He just discharged from the hospital for having heart attack few months ago. Well, i saw him today. He's put off his weight and i'm quite sad about it. Hope he'll recover very soon. He was such a great headmaster. He talked to me today, again!! The day i left the school, he actually talked to me and took a photograph with me. I really love him.

Anyway, time has passed. Gotta pick up the pieces of mine to start off my tasks and the final examinations before the long break.


The au revoir has brought me the biggest awe. Friendship will never end but i'm afraid the relationship will get strained. Friends forever is no doubt, dude.

Open your eyes

Facing the same scenery every day will make us feel the boredom, i moved the furnitures in my room to feel the satisfaction back again. i wanted to have a change, that explains the purpose of doing so.

Looking up at the ceiling in my room, i can tell it's purely white. We wake up every morning and what is the first thing that comes to your mind? What's the first thing that you see? What's the first thing you do? And, what's the very first thing you wanna see, do and think of? Sincerely, no one will really dare and even not wanting to open their eyes.

I dont mind struggling every day and rush my way to school every day to meet up with my friends and attend some lessons that is utter hokum, i just want a simple life; not as hectic as the day in this city nowadays. I wanna take a rest, com'on, dare me to move. I will still carry on with this lifestyle. Anyhow, i can fight no more and i am drowning inside, precisely.


'If one hand could become the symbol of our independence, think what all our hands combined can do for the nation!'- The Star newspaper.

We are responsible for the place that we presumed as our homeland, how can i ever forget my homeland's independance day? Never. Anyone here proud to be a Malaysian? Look up for the title of this article before you answer this question.

Happy Belated National Day!!