'reckon people do have secrets to themselves. there are just things that we cannot share with anyone at all. you knw, all the dirty little secrets.. all the silly things that you did when you were once immature.. i can get really tensed up sometimes, especially when someone might have done something out of stupidity and i cant make any judgement. this feeling sucks. should you in any way wanting to deal with it, it'll still ultimately remain the same, goin back to square one. damnnit! why won't us, the most perceptive creatures in the universe just grow up and do what's right. well, i dont wanna be in any way philosophical but i do know there's no right or wrong in this cold nasty world, it all just depends on how we look at it. pheww! i just hope there was something i could come up with, to help me help you. all i can say is, things dont always go my way. the most disheartening thing on earth is to accept the truth.
can you feel what i feel?
you certainly dont because if its the otherwise, that'd be a frivolous lie. please dont treat me like a fool, would you hold your breath this time and listen to what i say? its been umpteenth times of me trying to make sense in front of you and im sick of it but i'll still figure out ways just to get you sit down and have a good talk with me. what's more silly is that i cant even handle someone who hasnt gnawed as much chips as i do now. lol not that im old. and i knw you will never ever read this. you'd probably choose to be out. pause. *long sigh*
please excuse this incoherent writing.
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