this is my personal blog, i guess i have to be pretty-honestly frank when i'm writing this. i should and i have to and i ought to and i did and i do, for real. yes, everything that i put much effort on, i am seriously doing it passionately. no kidding. all right, up to the main post. my blog, it understands me and knows me well. knows me better than anyone else in the world. not even myself, well, i'm just uncertain bout it. phew. i should make this a more straightforward way but i cant do it. everybody will be reading this and one who reads this will know how terribly mean i am and how... civilised i am i guess.
rejection that smash straight to your face is really embarrasing but is it really that hurtful? i guess i know but i have no idea bout it. again, i did it. i didnt mean to when it's not my startout point in the first place. this really is not what i intended to do. i seriously feel the guilt now. i totally have lost my mind. i never know why i feel the guilt this time around. perhaps i know and pretending not to know; loyalty.
help me, i believe in something called Karma. guys, what goes around comes around; whatever befalls the earth befalls the sons of earth. i'm afraid this will ever happen to me in the future; the future that no one can ever predict.
i'm so sorry, you'll find someone better.
tight spot. hear me moan.
3 comments:
guess that u just reach home....then start writing this....well....hmmn..dont really know wat 2 say....but....i just know tat it's really very hurtful....just like fy said....the pain u cant imagine till u really been through it.....haiz....dont worry....b happy....
Sue...
if he's so into you, i guess he'll be singing Everytime right now. a perfect melody for the broken heart. hehe.. okay, back to the main point again. just do watever u think it's correct and.. necessary. i dont really know wat's REALLY going on, but i guess u're just trying to protect urself? or trying to be honest? i think it's better than beating around the bush.
hmm.. i'm just the one who treated u McD the other day. get it?
hmm, well.., dun feel guilty.,is not ur fault.,
love=selfish., if u really dun like him, u cant force urself., u noe me alot rite ?
i force him alot.,dat's y.,.i trouble sooO many ppl around me., is good for u to reject., dun ever start a relationship, if u dont mean it., coz, once u start it, is hard to stop it.,even if u wanna quit from it, will be very very hurt., dun ever start it ..,if u're not sure, so, dun feel guilty, he shud say thanks to u.
mm, i dunno wut to say lar.,
juz be frens, if he can make it.,
dat's all lar, heheh, dun feel guilty anymore,
u have ur own life, he has his own path too, GOOD LUCK ~
luv u
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